Life goes on

Last time I felt like something was trying to block me away from studies. But now I had defeat the evil that trying to stop me. I feel better after I awake from the "evil dream" and no more sorry to my parents. Life is just like shit. No money, no real life. I threw away the big stone that was stucked in my mind for this few weeks. Haih.. What I was done was just meaningless and so sucks to think about it. God give me a hope, I wont make a wrong way again and I'll appreciate everything that was given by God. I am not afraid to keep on living anymore ! Fight for my future! :D

18-OCT-2011

I was lying on the bed trying to figure out what went wrong to me this few weeks and I am getting tired in this life. I feel so sorry to my dad and mum. SOmetimes i cant even control my self to stop doing useless thing that I want it to do. I just cant understand why would this happen to me .. I almost suicide my self in the way of academic. I try to stop all of this nonsense even i was in dream. I hope i still can do my best in "Play Hard Study Smart" concept

26-June-2011

Hmm... Today is the last day I staying in Puchong.. Have to back Setapak soon.. My mom going to Singapore ady yesterday.. aiks.. I wish I can go there too.. but I have to attend my class tomorrow..

Home is the best place ever.. I love home.

25-June-2011

Hello!!! I am back!

As usual, I come back Puchong every week. What so special today ? Huh! It's Friday! ! ! :D

Usually I always back at Saturday but today quite special.. This is because my Saturday class has been replaced to last Monday!! I feel glad to go back earlier! heheheh..

I miss my home actually, miss my mum, miss my dad, and sis too.. Haih, Hard to survive living outside, people are "sick" and yet they're so reality. It's hard to find a real friend now not like in secondary school anymore.. I still miss the life of secondary school..Well, Good Luck to me.. Gambateh! Good Night.

25-4-2011

好久都没上来打字了。。感觉自己的华语已经生锈了。。 TT。

五月就要开学了。虽然会舍不得一些朋友，但这些也是无法避免的。

五月会离家住外面。现在自己的心有点乱。毕竟我是家里的一朵花。没有父母的照顾也许生活会变得较困难和不惯了。

我会很想念家的～还有4年。。为了前途，忍！

17-1-2010

今天是不开心的一天，
因为开始不知道自己要做什么了。。
我对自己好像没完了信心。。
心里不舒服但又不想找人聊天。
好久好久没有一个能聊心事的朋友了。
我的生活就是很辛苦。。

我不知道怎样办。。

我也不相信现在在打着字的那个人是我自己。。

雨天。。